YOURS

Longing for you. Longing for more.

Our bodies intertwine as you enter me from behind.

Hands sweeping slowly towards my neck as pressure is applied.

Make me Your Bitch. Make me Your Whore.

Spank me. Make my ass giggle at the pounding of our flesh.

Lick me. Like it. Tongue to ass. Dick to hole.

Take me. Bend me. Make us WHOLE.

Make me

YOURS

The Breakup

Why do I let you do this to me?
I let you into my life, over and over again, like a long lost friend coming home after years apart.
But you prove to be nothing more than my enemy my friend.
So why does it seem like my hear t wants you so badly?
Why do I want to pour so much into you? Give you my all?
Risk so much to have you in my life, only to feel your cold cruel rejection once again?
Constantly repeating the same behavior and expecting a different result each time is INSANITY!
I REPEAT!
Constantly repeating the same behavior and expecting a different result each time is INSANITY!
So am I insane or am I am just not meant to have you in my life?
I guess I just need to break away from you.
Cut my losses and TRY to live without you…
I declare now that I am CHOOSING my sanity.
Goodbye my…Love.
“Love” you no long have me as your fool.
Consider this my break from YOU.
GOODBYE…
LOVE.

SUPERMAN

Simple words cannot describe this man

that I hold so close and dear to my heart.
In a world where some people only see black and white,
he made sure his children were given an equal start.
A far cry from the country boy
that ripped and ran with his siblings in the south.
He had a life plan and pursued his education
so his children would never have to go without.
The rock that I stand on,
Nothing short of a blessing from day to day,
Through him I know that if I put God at the head of my life
there is nothing that will stand in my way.

He was superman because he came home every night.
Was there to tuck his kids in tight,
and made sure their future was secured right.
Thank you Superman, Thank you Dad.

He voluntarily was there to pick up the slack.
Where Mommy and Daddy fell short and where only God’s grace could fall,
He understood what some people still can’t begin to comprehend.
That a child’s love can be the strongest drug of all.
Turning in his bachelor pad for a baby Bag,
He stepped up to the plate and answered the call.

A man in every sense of the word.
A role model no matter to a boy or girl.
A lover not a fighting man.
So it’s him and small fry against the world!

He was superman because he came home every night
Was there to tuck his child in tight,
and made sure his future was secured right.
Thank you Superman, Thank you Uncle

He was young and struggling when he had you.
But that never stopped him from loving you any less.
Though he and your mother just couldn’t get things worked out together,
he still vowed to always give you his best.
Bouncing in and out of the court system.
Financially robbing him check to check.
But if you ever need him he’s right there for you.
Helping to guide you and commanding that love and respect.

He was superman because he came home every night
Was there to tuck his kids in tight,
and made sure their future was secured right.
Thank you Superman, Thank you Daddy.

Dedicated to all the Super Fathers out there. Happy Fathers Day!

Converse

You did it to me again last night.
Touched me in that way that just stimulates my whole body.
Caressing my fears and easing away my tension from the day.
Going deep, deep in to my psyche and locking into my peace of mind.
Dropping down your guard and spreading away my hesitations,
Then savagely licking me completely with your intellect.
My rivers flowing with so much excitement that you can almost taste it!
Your captivating point of view has me coming again and again to the same conclusion…
I like talking you. :)

Soul Mates

I always thought that he would be someone to complete me.

The other half of what I was missing…
Someone who would bring to the table what I THOUGHT I lacked.
Never did it cross my mind that he would be a reflection of me.
Not another half but the flips side of who I am.
The male version - Double standards and all.

We have the same understanding. The same perspective.
The same open mind and open heartedness.
The same freakiness and the same drive
Sharing that “all day and all night” thirst for satisfaction.
Yet the willingness to indulge in the enjoyment of satisfying each other’s needs…
Thus fulfilling our own.

To know him, all I had to do was to look within in me
Understanding who I am and what that makes him
I feel as close to his heart as he does to mine
With an understanding that life isn’t perfect and neither are we.

Our lives parallel on unimaginable identical planes
The physical connection is just as amazing as the mental continuity
Knowing our circumstances and without even saying the words
We both acknowledge there is more between us than what we will admit.
Understanding our pasts and excepting the fact that we will share a part in each other’s future.

Not the man of my dreams but the man who changed those dreams.
He makes me willing to push the limits of understanding me.
And whether or not this connection befalls into a permanent union
I thank God for the interpretation of me in this beautiful being that I can only describe as…
My soul mate.

April 2009

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